Time Alone

Time alone only makes things worse. You have way to much time to think about everything. Like the drive into work or laying down at night to go to sleep. I know that she is doing fine. But it goes through my mind the what ifs. You go from one scenario to the next. Usually ending up at the worst one. Or you hear a song and the lyrics make you tear up because you know what their talking about. Even if you really have no idea what they are talking about.

Love ya
Jen, Jw, and Big Girl Bella

Blast from the Past

Give me your hand. We will walk for awhile. No one ever said that it would be easy but no one ever said it would be this hard. Don't let go of my hand. I think that we have a chance if you just give me your hand.

Jw

K-I-S-S-I-N-G

Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol


We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Weekend in the Garden

We spent the weekend in Glasgow with nana and papaw. Fun in the big metropolis. A couple of days away. Jen and I left the baby with the folks so that we could venture into the surrounding cities(not the big cities though, there scary). Bella had a good time getting her picture taken in the flower gardens by nana or thats what nana says. She is doing delicious. She is a little piglet!

Peace unto you,
Jen, Jw, and Beautiful Bella

Does this diaper make my butt look big?

Bella is doing well. She has a good three weeks!

Peace be with you
Jen, Jw, and Belly sleeper Bella

Flowers/Snow Patrol lyrics

Bella's beauty is like this flower. Growing, Blooming, and just needing a little TLC!

Peace unto you,
Jen, Jw, and Romper Rory

Run
by Snow Patrol

I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all i've done.

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Anywhere from here

Light up, Light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder, louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes
It makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbyes
I nearly do.

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder, louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

Slower, slower
We don't have time for that
All I want is to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads

Have heart my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess.

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear.

Isn't She Lovely

Sorry that I haven't updated this sooner. But when things are going well, its hard to remember that she is sick. Besides the medicine, therapist everyday, doctors appointments, and the scars, everything seems fine. Bella had a good weekend. Papaw and Nana came up for the weekend. So I'm sure she got plenty of lovin'. Papaw even took a stab at feeding her!(no kiddin')

Peace with you,
Jen, Jw, and my hair is growing back Bella